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a friend of mine

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

And so, a friend of mine told me that it was the third time her "him" forgot about it again. I was thinking maybe she's just insignificant to him you see. Sad but true. Of course i didn't tell her that. She would freak out. Instead, i said something like, oh, hes just busy, maybe he wasnt feeling well and got too caught up with work; forgetful people are so common these days, its really no big deal. Good thing she believed, or rather she choose to believe. Optimistic, isn't she?

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

Ghost - unchained melody

Monday, February 26, 2007

Such a beautiful movie.

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

Floating

I must be weighing a 100 grams to be blown away by such minute actions

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

yeah, right. AS IF

Sunday, February 25, 2007

I'm sorry
that i bought you roses
to tell you that i like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were
drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was
raised

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not an asshole

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then
just f**k you
like some random guy.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to
talk to,
but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when
you threw up,and didn't get mad at you
for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with
another guy

I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am
when your new man hit you and dropped
you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me
when
I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I start not being there, and being
used as a door mat, only to be thrown
to
the side when the new asshole comes
around

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when
you call, to listen to you cry for
hours, instead of getting a couple
hours
of sleep before work

I'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've
been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like
this
but don't care But most of all

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can ever do anything right, and
nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
I caught your bf with another girl and
told you about it, I thought that was
what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and
actually
meant it.

I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on
Thanksgiving when your bf was
threatening you instead of spending
time
with my family.

I'm Sorry
That i cared

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talk
about
how you wish you could have done
something different.

Ladies always bitch and bitch to their
friends that there is never any good
guys out there, and they always end up
with assholes who mistreat them. Well
ladies next time you're bitching, maybe
look up to see who you're bitching to,
maybe that special someone is right
there hanging on your every word as
usual, screaming in his head "Why won't
you give me a chance?"
Because the person you are usually
searching for is right by you.

and he/she is usually fugly. So, life's fair

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

New Year again

Saturday, February 24, 2007

photos grabbed from gek teng's blog... and yes, the donuts were the best i ever tasted. OH, and tim look like he's from vietnam.. LOL..

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

Empowered

YAY!! i feel empowered to move on again after meeting up with my "not your typical teenager" friends. WOOHOOOO!!!

and, sorry for the blogskin.. now exam.. no time to go settle these things.

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

HELP!!

Thursday, February 22, 2007

something is wrong with the image hosting... argh... help anyone?

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

Yet another entry

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Went to Malaysia as usual for CNY. Dunno why, but this CNY seems not in the mood. Like everything not as bustling as before. Or issit becoz ive grew up and no longer into those "fun" days where i get to play with my cousins. These days, we'd just talk. No more catching, hide-N-seek, nor swimming in the air blown swimming pool outside on my grandma's yard. Things have really changed and its freaking me out. I wonder if im ready for it; to take over the chores of an adult. In the near future, i would have to be the one ordering food, telling the maid what to cook and preparing the new year stuffs. Kinda scary when i think of it.

Anyways, when i was in the kampong, i saw fireworks like right in front of my eyes. It was BLOODY BEAUTIFUL. The fireworks lasted for about 2 hours.. hahah .. ridiculous.. but yes... its really 2 hours. .. and i saw those floating lanterns they call "kong ming deng". Overall, it was really romantic but it was by myself...:(.. romantically lonely...

Then during the second night, the entire extended family sang Karaoke.. HAHAHAHA so funny.. songs ranging from oldies to now. It was really the most precious family moment that i will never forget. It was really nice to stay in a kampong cuz nobody have the excuse to go out or anything.. LOL.. everyone was stuck there..

Finally, I L.O.V.E my extended family!!! only my mother's side.. dun really talk to people from my father's side.

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

Spelling errors

Saturday, February 17, 2007

Sighted at the hawker opposite school.. LOL

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

Jesus musical (NO OFFENSE)

Friday, February 16, 2007

c'mon and laugh people. we all deserve a break!

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

LIES

This world is full of lies. one after another. We have only one life to live, cant it be an honest one? and those promises you never keep. LIES HURT PEOPLE.

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

Weaknesses

Monday, February 12, 2007

The second one this month. GOSH! i need a doctor

Ear studs... WEEEEE!!!

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THE Reunion Dinner

I probably the first one to have reunion dinner.. LOL but who cares as long as everyone is here. WWEEEE!!!!!

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

V day

Sunday, February 11, 2007

I love you in several expressions

Je t'aime
I love You

Je t'adore
I adore You

Tu es ma joie de vivre
You are the joy of my life

Tu es mon mon amour
You are my love

Mon amour pour toi est éternel
My love for You is eternal

Mon amour pour toi est si grand que le Mond
My love for You is as grand as the world

Tu es mon mon amour
You are my love

Romantic words of love

Que mes baisers soient les mots d'amour que je ne te dis pas.
Kisses are the unspoken words of love.

On pardonne tant que l'on aime.
Where there is love there is forgiveness- Rochefoucauld

Entre deux coeurs qui s'aiment, nul besoin de paroles
Two hearts in love need no words- Desbordes-Valmore

Je respire l'odeur de ton corps
I breath the smell of Your body

Dans tes bras c'est mon destin
My destinty is in Your arms

Tu es dans toutes mes pensées
You are in all my thoughts

Tes yeux, j'en reve jour et nuit
I dream about Your eyes day and night

Le coeur a ses raisons que la raison ne connaît point.
The heart has its reasons which reason knows nothing of -Blaise Pascal Pensées

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

Richard Marx-Right here waiting for you

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Valentine's is around the corner peeps!

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

Kelly Clarkson: Beautiful Disaster (LIVE Early Show)

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

Do You Love ME?

Thursday, February 8, 2007

Do you even look me in the eyes when you talk to me? Do you know my birthday, my favourite food, my hobby? I doubt you do. You only know that i go to school and... well, you don't even know which school im in. And funny thing is that you sleep next door. Okay, all these are fine. I assume you just don't have the gift of expressing love in any form. You don't appreciate what i do no matter how hard i try. Thats also fine to me. I assume you keep those praises in your heart. But why do you always have to hurt me like this. Your the other son isn't my problem, SO WILL YOU SHUT THE HELL UP AND STOP VENTING YOUR FUCKING ANGER FOR HIM AT ME CUZ I FUCKING DON'T DESERVE THIS SHIT.

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

Reflection

Tuesday, February 6, 2007

an old video.. just happen to think of it again.

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

Big B

Monday, February 5, 2007

Everyone has their set of rules and way of living life. We are in no position to judge because at the end of the day, its their life. This is somehow linked to why different people cross paths everyday. By fate i suppose, we meet people that you might label as "alien" at first, people so different from you that you never knew existed. Sometimes, you make friends with them. But the point is that, you learn from one another, be it about life or about that math question, it doesnt matter. The superior one up there, supposedly you call him God, put things in a way that it balances.

To the B, you have talent but it seems you are letting it ride you rather than the other way round. When it comes to life, im noob but you are no expert either, so you might consider listening to others for once. In the mean time, we as friends would pay for the share of dinner and give you support for whatever it is you want to pursue.

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

The Game Of LIFE

Friday, February 2, 2007

Have you ever played the game of LIFE? You start off alone, with just a pawn stuck in a plastic car. You play and your pawn moves forward. You study, get a job, and some money. Sometimes, you get some pay increment or your opponent in the game meets with a mischap. . And IF you are lucky, you get another pawn or a different colour stucked together with you in your car and maybe some tiny pawns too. Either way, the Game of LIFE is full of ups and downs. You don't have a choice but move forward when the colour wheel spins, be it 1 or 6. You know from the start that the end would come. So why not savour every moment of it? Be it a tornado or pay-rise, all these events makes up your life.

Have you ever played the game of LIFE? If you haven, you are missing out alot of things life has to offer.

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

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