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YEAR 2010 - the year of lessons
Wednesday, December 29, 2010

My friend Jasper came up with this theory that if you dont party hard enough for the new year eve, you will be cursed with bad parties the rest of the year. TOTALLY BULLSHIT. I partied at Vegas last year and LOL, lets not go into my partying schedule for the year. 2010 was a year of learning for me. From surviving the post holiday emo syndrome in camp to almost killing a pedesterian in sentosa, it was indeed a year of ups and downs. I really felt that i grew, and heres what i learned and hope to share with you guys.


Learned that all women get to be queen; at least one day in their lives. And that no matter how heart broken i get, i should never attempt that hair colour ever again.


Learned that there's nothing more important than staying calm in dangerous situations


Learned that perserverence and hard work pays off.


Learned that we will still be together even when we become old and ugly


Learned that running for standard Chartered alone is not impossible cuz marathon is such an individual challenge to one's mental strength


Learned that i can't really act hahaha :) Acted for one episode of channel U documentary airing next Feb!


Learned that actually my t.u.b. are more than willing to be my audience


Learned that when the going gets tough, the tough gets zombie. AHAHHAHA. Learnt that when life gives you lemons, you make sure you dont just make lemonade. YOU JOLLY WELL MAKE lemon merigue pie, lemon chicken, lemon tarts, lemon rind sorbet and more.

Played with students while operating Deli. HAHAAHAHA.. this job wasn't the lab work promised but ITS SO MUCH MORE FUN, esp when Cool Jade came.


Learned that at age of 22, there are still so many virgin experiences i can have in this small city


Learned that partying is not about the lights, music or activity but the people


Learned that when you are upset, even a shangri-la buffet with your besties taste bad


Learned that my broken heart is nothing compared to theirs.


Learned that in the darkest of times, there are people who bring u light


Learned that my wish CAN come true


Learned that i cannot live without them


Learned that my polymates werent just friends


Learned that i can still smile, laugh and be happy again


Learned that babies are really joy of the world


Learned that alcohol wasn't the thing i should quit but its my negative emotions i should conquer. Alcohol was just the catalyst.


Learned that my family loves me no matter who i am or will become.

Most importantly, I learned that life is never about an issue, anyone or myself for that matter. It's also about others. Not just having to live for happy moments but also live with the upsetting memories that may tag along.

CHEERS and happy new year my readers. Thank you for listening to me rant these past 4 years or so. I look forward to sharing more lessons of my life :))))

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

DR LAM
Thursday, December 23, 2010


CAYDEN Joining me for a shot

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I finally found a better dentist to clean my teeth. Do you know that Singapore dentist are well respected and sought after in the world? The news reported that alot of foreigners fly in to have their dental treatment and surgery. AND BECAUSE OF THAT OUR DENTIST CHARGE LIKE F*ING ALOT. It ranges from a long waiting list NUH $60 to $120++ in the town area just to clean your teeth.

I have been searching for a dedicated, cheap and good dentist near my area since forever. And TADA!! i found him!!!

MAKE YOUR APPOINTMENT @ 63464988

Dr Lam's clinic is at 473 joo chiat oad, S'pore427681. Its beside AWFULLY chocolate another one of my fav. :DD

Basic teeth cleaning is only $40++ depending on how state of your teeth.

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

Sorry seems to be the hardest word
Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Yes indeed it is. But we all have to if we did something wrong. Its a way to tell others that you are guilty. But what other purpose does an apology serve? when the damage has been done.

Was talking to my brother the other night. His point of view is that we shouldn't share our problems because by sharing, we burden others with it. Its true we feel better but its because we have pass some of it to the listener. I always believe in talking things out. However, what he said is not entirely illogical. Sometimes, by not telling, we keep how some of our loved ones view of the world untainted. By knowing one less hurtful fact, our loved ones are happier. I won't say they are truly happy because they choose to live with the lie. But as least they are happy. I should start putting other's feelings before mine because i am not as important as i thought i was.

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

Time
Sunday, December 19, 2010

Really? I don't think so.

i guess we all have our messy moments. well, :)

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

Hardbeat
Thursday, December 16, 2010



never again shall it beat

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

the perfect giant
Sunday, December 12, 2010


This is Ann Ward, the winner of ANTM cycle 15. I love the red hair girl kayla too but Ann has 'it'.

Ann has a compelling story as well. Its not only the fat or ugly that get picked on. Come to think of it, its the people who are different or dare to be different get picked on. Why? Just because people lack understanding to why these people are borned or act certain way.

Ann was oftened made fun of as the giant.

I think that we are all made fun of in a way cuz we all have our flaws. Its about finding a perfect home for that difference you have. Beauty is NEVER about conforming. After watching ANTM for 15 cycles, im beginning to realise that Tyra Banks is true about saying that beauty is from within; even though modelling is about about the exteriors.

So you dont have to have double eyelids or a high nose or super slim figure. You just have to find a home for your already perfect face. :)

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

Westlife - My Love
Wednesday, December 8, 2010



A random song that i would like to share with my readers. Like all other young adults, it seems like this never ending journey to self discovery. Who you are, who you really wanna be and are you on the right track of your aspirations?

After working for the past 3 months, i seem to have settled into this kind of life; where you work for 8 hours, sleep for another 8 and try to squeeze everything else into the last 8. Its all about managing. I realise nowadays with online social networking being so part of our lives, people tend to do certain things or attend certain events so they can "appear on facebook". Even for me sometimes, i would have this instant gratification to be tagged on a photo or having someone comment on my status updates. I often question myself the thoughts that goes behind doing this or that.

At the end of the day when facebook becomes obsolete, like the tamagotchis or papa roti, will you still wanna do what you are doing? Are you loving because you love or are you loving because others love that you are loving it?

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

crippling yourself
Sunday, December 5, 2010

And i always think that running is a breeze. Thats because the furthest i ran non stop was only 15km. The mind fucking begins after 10Km and it gets worse as it goes. People slowing down, walking all can affect you to do so as well. All you have to do is to stay away from these people and look at those running then run with them.

The first 10km was easy. I just ran like i own it. Then the fatigue sets in, the thirst from dehydration. I almost flew when i saw the 100 plus water points. Then the air gets smelly too hahaha from the sweat from people around you. Many random thoughts came to my mind as i got tired. I swear, its like your mind is trying to pick up something from your memory to stop you from continuing to run.

Thats when i finally understood why some people love to run that much. For me, its because i dont think about anything when i run. Its like my mind gets to just be still for awhile. I guess for others, running long distance challenges yourself to mentally overcome these negative thoughts your mind will try to give you just to make you stop.

Running, its more of a mental challenge than a physical one. I'm definitely trying the full someday. though the half already made me feel like my hips are looser. LOL

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

跑吧
Wednesday, December 1, 2010


跑啊跑啊,才发现原来一至再原地盘旋. When can i just stand still? Does it matter?

Don't get so worked up~ Its just me

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