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What's really going on up there
Saturday, June 23, 2007
And so, finally my mind awakes after so long of mental hibernation. I practically stop thinking about the common "life" issues. Basically, i was sick of it and tried to block them out; but i failed only to realise I was the sole cause of the whole "tired and want to rest" idea. I mean, i'm somewhat or rather happy with a nice family, the best friends you can have in the world and is somewhat financially secure etc. etc. So, silly me decide to be what i am not; SUPERMAN. Looking back, what i did was exactly like what Eunice said, "juggling too many things on the tray and risk toppling everything". I figured that if life was a balancing beam, one side would be the "things" you have, and the other side would be the "effort, time, blood/sweat" you devote to balance both ends. If the side of "things" gets too much, you have to put in more on the other side. And where do you get those things from? Of course, they are generated from your vitality. All these "effort, time, blood/sweat" drains your life and if you are unaware, these stress will kick start the ageing process before you can say "I Do."
So, i decided to stop some of "hobbies" and concentrate on the ones i excel more in. So i can get more out of the "effort, time, blood/sweat" i invest in.
I don't want to end up toppling all of the wines and martinis on my tray and have nothing to drink when i reach my seat.
Don't get so worked up~ Its just me