You know, the hardest type of choices in life is suprisingly to choose 1 out of 2 options you have. I seriously suck at this. I was told by an elder folk that when you reach certain age in your life, you are like half-glued there. Your tendency to switch your ass to another seat is greatly reduced by the SAD fact that you are OLD.

For your info, 30 is already old enough to me. Considering having to do NS and choosing Poly over JC already made 30 like just few steps away. Lucky for me, i have 1 year to think about what i really wanna study, something that i can use my creativity, something that has high entrepreneurship value, most importantly, something that have a higher pay than a dieitician. I don't wanna still be taking a bus to work when im 30~. Its like the ultimate tragic, ultimate.

I've been re-thinking my options. Nutrition would be fun to study, but so far the end point i see is researching in some European lab finding a vitamin that eats fat cells. Thats if you make it. So, if you don't make it, you would prolly work under "you know who" with a sad pay package, sad benefits, sad DnD, basically a sad life where you are stucked there. Well, i had my ambitions for nutrition but seriously, some people i met on the way showed me the harsh. Nonetheless(is this the correct spelling?), im still confused, as always.

Anyways, school is ending and i spend one of my last moments hugging a cigarrette. Health programmes in school, you get what i mean. People just give you the "HELLO~?!" reaction.

Is this like a long and boring post? Ok, heres my brother's new girlfriend, supposedly, i don't know if he has changed a new one. Oh,i cant find the photo.

OMG. Im SO not into her look. I mean, ironed out hair and dull pink ruffles cotton top? Im not talking to her.