So this week they allow us to book out on 2 nights cuz apparantly we are passing out soon as 3rd sergeants... Its nice in a way, cuz you have no idea how sad staying in is...


So i binged on Macdonald's and pondered about my future which seems so bleak now that im still in army. Ordered a few overseas propectus to see what i can study when i ORD. Its so exciting just thinking about it but at the same time i feel damn scared because i will be all alone in a foreign land and stuff.

Anyway, back to my life now. It makes things worse when you see your peers moving faster than you are, getting their degrees soon and all. I try to make the best out of everything i can in Army but its just hard lar... Since your time is no longer yours, you no longer have your night to think through, to plan, to do your things and all. Life is like stagnant for now.

Even so, im an optimistic person so i try to stuff events to spice up my life. Like going to a fashion show, and im going to a marathon next weekend and all. Hopefully all these effort dont go down to waste. I hope to hope in life again!!!