Have you experienced times whereby you try to juggle too many a thing and you end up dropping all of it? I'm not complaining about my current life now. I love being busy and all. A busy schedule keeps me on the track. Its just sometimes when you have so many things to adhere to, these tasks becomes an obligation and it weighs me down. Like, i have to take this and this supplements which i promise i will take it regularly in hope to improve my health. Then you have to moisturize yourself cuz you bought way too many kinds and you HAVE to finish them before you can buy new ones. Maybe it starts from buying the wrong item/toiletries/snacks. You buy them, feel excited about the effects, gets tired of the chore of using it every single day and can't be bothered after few months. I tend to buy in bulk for the discount assuming that i would use it religiously for the next few months which i rarely do because im soooo forgetful. Maybe i have commitment issues that carry on to my daily activities. Why can't i adhere to a small regimentation even after serving the army for a year and half already? Someone, anyone, send me some divine intervention please.