This morning, i woke up thinking all the fears of last night would just melt away in my dreams. Life's uncertainty has finally got to me. Maybe all these while, i have been pushing people away for fear that if i ever get emotionally attached to them, the pain of losing would be too much to handle. Having already gone through major losses prematurely in my life, im really afraid i won't be able to pick myself up again.

Dear God, please hold me.