"Aoi", in japanese means blue, which is my favourite colour. Come to think of it, as much as I like the alternative stuffs, my favourite colour is one that spreads across the entire planet. Im feeling Aoi today but the right kind of blue, the peaceful, settling kind.

In about 5 months time, i will be embarking on this adventure. To a foreign place where the test of my independence really comes in. My family always tells me that i will miss them , treasure them more, and realise their importance when i'm there. The truth is that, despite my age, i do think i have been through enough to know that kinship, friendship, relationships are very important to me. They have made their way through above my priority of work and being successful in life. I always complain that my nephews are so noisy but when they weren't here, the silence just feels weird and i would rather my floor be full of stickers than the smell of kiwi kleen.

Its a common saying that meaningful relationships and family are important and above all, but how many people truly understand that until something is gone?

The thought of going to a new place, having meet new people, new life, new everything excites me. Then suddenly, the existing present start to creep into my heart and tell me, "hey, remember us ok? remember that we love you and we want to be part of your future; we want not because it is exciting, but because we are already part of you unknowingly."

People around me would ask like, hey! you very free hor! so much time to go out with friends. Well, i have no pressing matters on hand now and i am 'free'. But hey! when things get busy, i will still make time for you, you and especially you! because time is like a woman's cleavage, if you squeeze hard enough, there will be some. :) :) I'm just glad i took less than average time to realise how important human relations are.