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goody are u going to desert me?
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
This is my last month working at TP and i finally whip out the discipline in me to exercise and actually eat wiser. Just that i realise as i grow, i also get more disappointment in mankind. Like you can put in alot of effort for work and its just never enough. That you stop helping upon sight, but think first if you got the time. Its just times that i see kind souls getting taken advantage of or sometimes im the victim. I feel so angry at myself for not being able to do something about it because im powerless. I know money can lend you a certain authority. For example, you can send a lawyer letter as and when you like. You have that higher degree of influence cuz you now have a bigger share of the pie. I also know that money cannot get me what i really want. Money can accelerate processes but most definitely cannot take you back in time. For that reason i didnt sign up for the rat race. But i hope my beliefs can get me a ticket to the end point.
Today, my friend's car was hit by a van. As a concerned friend i asked if she was alright. She told me what happened and specifically mentioned that the uncle "thank" her for causing him to lose his job. I know she will be damn affected as the kind of person she is. So i told her that if its not her fault she should go ahead to fight for compensation without any sympathy what so ever. LIKE STOP LETTING OTHERS STEP OVER YOU!!
So later in the evening, still fuming mad, i sent her this,
No need call back just wanna tell you to get your aunt or someone fierce to deal with it. Don't care what he lose job all these if is he's fault. Hao xin mei hao bao one!!!
Then suddenly, i think, what if the uncle has kids to raise. New year is coming, Losing job at new year? What a "happy" new year would that be? However, these thoughts were quickly pushed aside by this: SO NICE FOR WHAT?! ITS A DOG EAT DOG WORLD!!!
I still can recall when i was working in V tearoom with Amy. There was once we were walking. This old woman had her trolley all toppled over and none of the by passers would stop to help. My first reaction was to chiong and help her even though it was all rag and bone stuff. We even helped her all the way to her house across 2 streets.
Now? i guess my devil has the bigger weapon.
Don't get so worked up~ Its just me