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Last entry from Singapore
Thursday, February 17, 2011
OKAY! not really last lar!! Will be back every year.
Today i felt like a teletubby skyping with my brother, and jermaine they all. LOL.. Cayden was sooo cute the way he jump and screamed. SO ADORABLE. I will miss him the most. :(( and yang yang too. URGH!! I will miss out their cuteness phase. SUCKS AR!
Anyway, this is my fav auntie and uncle from Malaysia. HAHA. hmmmm I have been so busy doing wedding photoshoot for their daughther throughout half of CNY. That explains why i MIA-ed for a while.
Oh yah, revisted some nostalgic places. like old fun fairs. They didnt shrink, i was the one that grew. :D
These are sweets that we ate during childhood right?!! Only Malaysia have i guess cuz Singapore has advanced hahahahah. But hmmm once in a while look back to see how far we Singaporeans have come. NOT BAD AT ALL!
Steamboat to send me off to Aussie for studies.
Getting ready~!
If i really allow, i think i can cry now but seriously! Why should i? Im a guy and its really silly cuz its just 10 months. But still, i will miss out alot of my family, friends and babies life. Things are so uncertain these days that you really want to appreciate every moment you have with your loved ones. I never once mention but sometimes i would just tear when i think of how much love i have from most family members. What more could i ask for? Or rather, why should i let a small setback bring the entire chad army down? I deserve more and my loved ones deserve a a brighter smile to bring them more joy, laughther; they deserve a me with stronger shoulders to share their worldy burdens.
I remember Gek once said we always know what we have but we just dont know that we might lose it one day. I think its because we allow ourselves to settle in our comfort zone once we stay in a routine for too long. I believe we need to re-plan, re-structure our lives to stay relevant. Its really heart wrenching to leave your loved ones to pursue your dream but I know want to impact alot more out there in future and therefore it is necessary to get out of this bubble created by my country and my loving family. I look forward for a breakthrough and im going to work for it.
Watch out.
Tml, i shall not cry. I am no longer a small kid. I am a man, a brother and a son.
Don't get so worked up~ Its just me